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                                 To P. Schwartz

Again – cold wind,
              Again – “east-nord”,
Why is it so in the world:
A long life’s like one minute?
Do you like it? Me – not.

If I’d been in Egypt on that day…
If I’d said ‘yes’ to that guy…
If I had acted, if I had prayed…
If my best friend were alive…

Thousands of “if”s – like silver knives…
My possible lives, forgive me:
We should enjoy one version of one life,
And look at the other ones with irony.

Seattle, Desember, 2001